Estrogen and Eradication

by Ghosthread

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There was always a part of me that was missing
There's a hole in my chest that I can't seem to fill
If I started smoking would it help me die faster
So I could feel something again

I guess my pain is something you can't understand
I guess exposure is always a common mistake
I guess my brain is a chemical wasteland
Of something of a dead end street

I don't want you to see whats inside my head
Cause I know you'll be gone in the morning
I guess I could call you a taxi cab
You can slip out the back with your high heel shoes
What if I'm too much for you to handle? Too much for you to take?
When my wrists are cut open I guess I'm the only one to blame

At the start I wanted this to be a one time thing
Looking for something that wasn't the suicidal thoughts screaming at me
But as time went on I started to notice something in your eyes
And I started to wonder, were you just like me?

If you decide I'm worth calling in the morning
I'll book a flight for us overseas
You're not wanted for your looks but your mysterious personality
But if I'm just an experiment I guess that's okay

I don't want you to see whats inside my head
Cause I know you'll be gone in the morning
I guess I could call you a taxi cab
You can slip out the back with your high heel shoes
What if I'm too much for you to handle? Too much for you to take?
When my wrists are cut open I guess I'm the only one to blame

When the loneliness starts swallowing me
Comforting companionship is all I need
Had you told your mother, was she so accepting?
I know she'd say it's not the christian way

When you're lying in the bathroom throwing up your last repast
I'll hold your hair back and tell you that you're beautiful
You'll smile at me and go and brush your teeth
But I saw those scars on your cheek I know when you're hurting
And if you'd let me I'd like to make you hurt a little less

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released November 2, 2017

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Ghosthread Adelaide, Australia

18 year old ukulele/guitar player providing you with poor quality songs that will either make you happy or make you want to die there's no in between.

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